When I attended the meeting the other day with Bouchard, I had a lot to say. One thing I had to say, and I still say is that there is no way a bunch of non-Black men can patrol this city and not be racist against us. It's those minutes, seconds where your emotions are running out of control that the truth can come out. These moments where, who you are can be seen and experienced by the world. Yesterday, the police officer who ran from his car yelling, "Fucking Niggers" at the scene of a murdered officer, showed his true colors. He said it was in the heat of the moment, and it just came out. Fieger asked who was he referring to? He said no one, but that he had heard a call go over the radio that a Black man, shirtless had been seen running down the street. Fieger didn't ask, because he wanted his statement to be a blanket one. He wanted the jury to believe that this man felt that way about his job. He wanted them to believe that the Southfield police, the White ones, felt that they were in a city full of Niggers.
For the record, although this man is obviously a biggot. Although he is living a double life, smiling and seeming that color doesn't matter to him, in those seconds that really count; he thinks we are all a bunch of Niggers. This young man had just killed a fellow cop. He didn't say, "These fucking kids" or "Those dumb kids", he exclaimed, "Those fucking Niggers". Wow, I can't believe that. I didn't believe it until I heard it. Big mouth Douglass Jones stopped me, before I could make that point in the meeting of Thursday. Bouchard, along with Jude Mester (retired) were boasting about Oakland County Sheriff's award winning diversity and the training they had in sensitivity. What they have learned to do is be fakers, and I told you how I hate fakers. They had to learn sensitivity? Well, in general the personality of a cop is close to that of a psychopath. They really are usually inept in the idea of personal communication, and lack the ability to express themselves and care about the next person. An interesting personality flaw, because their job involve serving and protecting people. I think most cops become cops out of a sense of correcting wrongs that have had in their lives. Furthermore, the power that comes from being a cop is far too much of an opportunity for these men and women to pass up. Power some abuse.
So sensitivity training would be a good idea. With many of these individuals they also have the slight of being raised in predominately White neighborhoods. Unlike little Black children who learn that "The White man" is the cause of all of our ills in society, these White children are fed the same line of crap by their parents. Sure their are some that don't teach these things, but the vast majority do. In schools in Rochester Hills, Waterford and Lake Orion, children are using peer pressure tactics to convince other students that "Blacks" are to be ignored, hated and put down to nothing. A woman I worked with came to work and said her five year old son walked into the house and proclaimed, "Mom, I hate Blacks!" She said it took her by such surprise she almost started to cry. All she knew was that she had sent her child to school and he was whole, loving and kind. Now suddenly she had an angry and misguided child bent on hating a whole raise of people, because his friends at school told him that's what he should do. She asked him questions about the the people they knew who were Black, and asked if he like them. He replied, "yes", but still felt that all other Blacks were bad. I knew this was true, because this same little boy when I saw him next had changed. He no longer would stand and talk to me about school. Instead when he came in, he sat on a display looking at the ground with his hands in his pocket. He had closed himself off to me completely. The look on his mother's face was sad, but she knew that he would think that way in order to get along when she wasn't around. She moved into a more racially diverse city after that. I think it was an attempt to save his soul.
I became aware of the teaching of racism at an early age. In History class this semester, my teacher taught me about the Republic. A system where Whites in the new nation taught their children the ways of new America, in order to keep the legacy of their thoughts, ideas and values going in every generation. I strongly believe that concept is alive today and one of its biggest components is racial superiority. The young men who work with our sheriff's department are no different, because there are no African-American who patrol the streets in brown. The main reason is that the cities the county patrols are all White areas.
Bouchard would no longer get elected if he had Black officers patrolling areas like Rochester Hills, Lake Orion or Walled Lake. These people have mapped out a portion of Oakland County where they are Nigger-free, and they don't want to see a Black face at their front door. That's the reason they moved so far out. Let alone letting us know that they have the same domestic, criminal and behavioral problems that we do. It's enough that the real bad stuff is noted on the evening news. They don't want us to know they drink, their women are beaten, and that their children are addicted to drugs and stealing from the neighbors. I know this is true, because remember, I've been to both jail and prison. I know those White woman have to come from somewhere and mostly it's the suburbs or those cities they've built in the woods to get away from black folk. One of my "bunkies" blew her husbands head off and she lived in the Novi area. In order for us to know all of their ills, would mean we would get an idea that we are pretty much the same. We have the same likes and dislikes, problems and weaknesses. They move to far off areas to keep the facade that they are different. That they have the "Lily White" life that doesn't consist of anything that we "Blacks" have to deal with. Straight, blond hair, wear Be-Be or Abcrombe and Fitch is no different from a blond ponytail, too small stretch pants and a scarf around her head. What is different is the "normalcy" that is attached to the wardrobe, but the lifestyles are pretty much the same.
I would also add that young White women either abort, or use other means not to have multiple pregnancies. I think that's the difference between heaven and hell...Honestly. These are all my observations from only 40 years of living, but these are my experiences and what I have seen. People are the same, and the only difference is a credit rating, and their refusal to give us good paying jobs. I am still convinced that some zip codes get better ratings than others. They are allowed to live beyond their means, and make us seem as though we are struggling, when in essence we can't get a break. We aren't allowed a $10,000 limit on a Visa, or the opportunity to rob a institution blind, still get high, shop at The Somerset Collection and retire with all the perks of living well. We get caught, unless we are tied so tight into their schemes that our fall would mean their doom.
So when I hear Nigger, I wonder who he is talking about; me or him. I know from experience that "White ain't necessarily right", and I know they possess all the capability to commit crimes that include murder, robbery, drugs and anything else. They would want you to believe that they are different and that their children don't participate in drug, sex and criminal activities, but I know that's not true. The only difference is that they have the power and tools to exploit or shortcomings and make it appear we are the only ones. Striving to be better won't make a difference in our circumstances, but it will work to draw us closer to God. When we as a people as a whole move towards him favor will also move towards us. I believe that.
They have made our Black men villains, made our women into whores, and created a place where our children won't be educated. They've opened their doors to us just far enough so that we leave Pontiac at alarming rates, but still keep a semblance of Whiteness in schools like Kettering and Lake Orion. They are allowing us to be scattered like dots on their maps in cities and giving us the portion of Auburn Hills just north of Pontiac. This is an attempt to empty out Pontiac. Once we have "overcame" ad moved into what we believe is a better life, they will then take over Pontiac and kick us out of those areas and not let us back in to where we came from. Thus we head down to Detroit. "We the Niggers of the United States of America, in order to form a more perfect union - - ain't having your sh@#!" I will stay and fight, because it's my duty as a human being to preserve my way of life. That most definitely includes being a "Ni@#! for Life".
Now you all can take that as you like, because it seems that others are going to secretly stay who they are and show it under "stressful situations". When the time comes, in those seconds that really count, you are allowed to show your real self; even if it includes using a racial slur. "I'm sorry", they will say, "the situation got stressful, and I saw your son as he really is, a fucking nigger. So, I had to shoot him through the heart. I had sensitivity training, but when faced with a adverse situation my true feelings came out, and I had to kill your son." WTF Am I the only one seeing this here? I don't think Bouchard wants to come into Pontiac, because these issues will come into play, and he will be forced to hire more African-Americans, have them on the streets and diversify in a manner he nor his constituents want him to diversify. He and L. Brooks Patterson have kept their jobs as long as they have, because of their ability to keep us down. Not giving us jobs and keeping poor. By giving all the jobs at Oakland County to theWhites in Oakland County. You just have to go out there and look at the employees to know that is true.
How many African-Americans are patrolling the streets in Lake Orion and Rochester Hills? None, and the African-Americans who do work for him don't patrol those streets. That's why he stressed the point in that meeting that all the Pontiac Deputies would be staying in Pontiac. He thought I was elated at the declaration, but I knew that. He's not going to send him to Rochester or Lake Orion!!! Those people would ring his phone off the hook and a few of those men would be at his office wanting to have "a little talk" with him. He knows his limits with the prejudice and racist Oakland County. Before he would commit to coming here, he would make it a solid fact that all the Pontiac Police he "absorbs" will stay right her and go no where else, but in Pontiac to work. All the Black men who work for him aren't on the street, but in the jails or working some "special program". They don't get promoted to patrol, but they try to be slick and give them a "special" position. A position made especially for African-Americans who last through all the BS they put them through. Like sticking them in the jails with all of their defective White deputies with lack luster whiteness. I'm finished, this Nigger is tired! (No pun intended)
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